Friday, September 21, 2007

Okay, so I'm not a huge fan of condoms*. But I'm really, really not a fan of used condoms in my bathroom waste bin. They're just gross looking, like big deflated snot slugs.
Is it too much to ask that they be wrapped in a bit of tissue before being thrown away?
Or is it some sort of machismo territory marking thing?
Whatever, wrap the wrapper 'kay dudes?
thanks.


*I use them though. Even though they chafe and ruin those pleasant calm moments after he's come and all you really want to do is lay there and feel him go all fluttery soft inside you (le sigh).

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

It's been too long.
It's been months now and I still cry almost every night.
M has a new girlfriend. She looks kind of like me, but a little taller and a little less... defined, she seems to fade into whatever she's around. I hope it's just because she doesn't like me.
I met a sweet boy, but he is too much a boy. It was great for a bit, but after about a month I started crying every time we had sex. It was a relief to break up with him, even though I like him.
Also, while I enjoy oral sex I really can't stand more than a few minutes of it before I get really incredibly bored. It doesn't matter how good you are. And blowjobs are only an option until it's not fun for me anymore, which is actually a rather long time comparatively.
There was a boy once that used to make "enjoyment" noises when he performed cunnilingus, like he was in a campbells soup advertisement or I was a particularly good hamburger. It was very off putting actually.